Friday, June 12, 2009
hey all!
thanks for all the birthday wishes!: D
thanks for all the birthday wishes!: D
what we could have been, 12:11 AM.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
its been a looooooooooong time since i have gotten a medal!
i went for Singapore Juniors and I was almost late! haha!
but regardless, i had quite a little fun during the prize presentation.
the stadium was like DEAD quiet.
I guess many ppl withdrew from this competition as theres Os the next day
and since nats are over...
its like the quietest competition i have ever been to.
it feels like training.
like the whole stadium belongs to you! haha
and the most retarded thing was that
they decided to give out the prize on the spot after the event.
so, there was no podium.
and we made a makeshift one!
haha!
just look at the pics and you will understand!
i went for Singapore Juniors and I was almost late! haha!
but regardless, i had quite a little fun during the prize presentation.
the stadium was like DEAD quiet.
I guess many ppl withdrew from this competition as theres Os the next day
and since nats are over...
its like the quietest competition i have ever been to.
it feels like training.
like the whole stadium belongs to you! haha
and the most retarded thing was that
they decided to give out the prize on the spot after the event.
so, there was no podium.
and we made a makeshift one!
haha!
just look at the pics and you will understand!
the rest are on facebook!
too lazy to upload.....
what we could have been, 8:44 AM.
Friday, April 24, 2009
I'M ON NEWSPAPER.
and i heard that when i left(early) they kept calling my name,
haha!
but unfortunately, its some error:(
look carefully.
its screwed.
and i heard that when i left(early) they kept calling my name,asking me to go collect my medal, 'my' gold medal
omg! i should have just went up to collect it man.
if i were still there i think i'll just go and grab it before ze xuan does!
haha!
hopefully i'll officially be on newspaper next year:)
win some medals yo!
what we could have been, 8:45 AM.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
ahh! nats over!
i am feeling 'bipolar-ish' now
i hate this emo feeling.
i got in for discus, its a happy thing: D
but i could have done better, its not even my personal best.
sigh, disappointing.
but sadly, its quite hard to kinda shift yourself towards the positive thoughts.
we are always attracted by negativity i guess.
but i must totally admit today was one of the best nats i have ever had
it was a BLAST
its super FUN
i totally went mad with so many ppl haha!
ingrid, sherah, eugenia and etc!
we were singing and dancing and doing nonsense together!
and once they were singing so loudly,
that shot putt official had to go 'SHHHHHHH!!'
haha!
today fortunately, i didnt get into any nonsense with her.
haha! and i dont want to.
but i still think she has issues.
AHHH! and i owe sherah her ICE CREAM cause i lost the bet! arghh!
hahahaha!
i hope nats never end! its so fun!
ok, time to FOCUS on my studies.
blast to my dream JC: D
i am feeling 'bipolar-ish' now
i hate this emo feeling.
i got in for discus, its a happy thing: D
but i could have done better, its not even my personal best.
sigh, disappointing.
but sadly, its quite hard to kinda shift yourself towards the positive thoughts.
we are always attracted by negativity i guess.
but i must totally admit today was one of the best nats i have ever had
it was a BLAST
its super FUN
i totally went mad with so many ppl haha!
ingrid, sherah, eugenia and etc!
we were singing and dancing and doing nonsense together!
and once they were singing so loudly,
that shot putt official had to go 'SHHHHHHH!!'
haha!
today fortunately, i didnt get into any nonsense with her.
haha! and i dont want to.
but i still think she has issues.
AHHH! and i owe sherah her ICE CREAM cause i lost the bet! arghh!
hahahaha!
i hope nats never end! its so fun!
ok, time to FOCUS on my studies.
blast to my dream JC: D
what we could have been, 7:20 AM.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
nats for shot putt is over..
and sadly, i didnt get in, megan and karyun too: (
but it was quite fun: D
got to see all my shot putt friends that i only get to see only during competitions
haha
i am looking forward to discus: D
i hope it wont be disappointing...
anyway, i met 2 ppl during nats.
i shall not use vocab to describe them.
the first one is the shot putt person.
kinda like the 'measurement cum judge' person.
and she is a "£$%$*())*£$£$!^*&
i remember her once telling me to SHUT UP.
that left me a seriously bad impression of her.
i mean, you can tell me to keep quiet instead of using the 2 words, shut up, right?
sigh.
she is plain _______ and has major _______ problems.
i think she needs to go for some counselling haha!
and we kinda broke out into arguements.
haha come to think of it, its quite funny...!
the second person is another £$£^!&!**?>"
so what if you are older than us, you are not the teacher, dont tell me what to do.
and stop bossing me around
get a life man.
i hope i dont see these 2 ppl anymore on thurs.
but i think i will most probably see the 2nd person...sigh...
and sadly, i didnt get in, megan and karyun too: (
but it was quite fun: D
got to see all my shot putt friends that i only get to see only during competitions
haha
i am looking forward to discus: D
i hope it wont be disappointing...
anyway, i met 2 ppl during nats.
i shall not use vocab to describe them.
the first one is the shot putt person.
kinda like the 'measurement cum judge' person.
and she is a "£$%$*())*£$£$!^*&
i remember her once telling me to SHUT UP.
that left me a seriously bad impression of her.
i mean, you can tell me to keep quiet instead of using the 2 words, shut up, right?
sigh.
she is plain _______ and has major _______ problems.
i think she needs to go for some counselling haha!
and we kinda broke out into arguements.
haha come to think of it, its quite funny...!
the second person is another £$£^!&!**?>"
so what if you are older than us, you are not the teacher, dont tell me what to do.
and stop bossing me around
get a life man.
i hope i dont see these 2 ppl anymore on thurs.
but i think i will most probably see the 2nd person...sigh...
what we could have been, 8:34 AM.
Monday, April 13, 2009
nationals, an emotional time for all.
well, at least for me.
shot putt's tomorrow!
ahhhhhh!
its like the 3 throws that we've been training for since last nats.
this only comes once a year...
and my stupid ankle is giving me troubles.
but i really hope i can make it: D
now, the only thing i can see, hear, smell, think and etc is nationals.
i cant even concentrate on my bejeweled game on facebook!
haha!
its quite fun!
all you who have facebook should play it man!
oh and on good fri i went to suann's church to watch this movie called
'facing the giants'
its really meaningful and nice: D
i think i shall go buy the dvd to watch it again.
and i was flipping through my diary today in class,
i realised mid years are like freaking coming!
i feel so unprepared!!!!!
ok i think i shall go psycho my ankle by talking to it! haha
ok that just sounded spastic.
i need a NEW jersey!
the old one is SUPER TIGHT!
arghhhh!
well, at least for me.
shot putt's tomorrow!
ahhhhhh!
its like the 3 throws that we've been training for since last nats.
this only comes once a year...
and my stupid ankle is giving me troubles.
but i really hope i can make it: D
now, the only thing i can see, hear, smell, think and etc is nationals.
i cant even concentrate on my bejeweled game on facebook!
haha!
its quite fun!
all you who have facebook should play it man!
oh and on good fri i went to suann's church to watch this movie called
'facing the giants'
its really meaningful and nice: D
i think i shall go buy the dvd to watch it again.
and i was flipping through my diary today in class,
i realised mid years are like freaking coming!
i feel so unprepared!!!!!
ok i think i shall go psycho my ankle by talking to it! haha
ok that just sounded spastic.
i need a NEW jersey!
the old one is SUPER TIGHT!
arghhhh!
what we could have been, 8:09 AM.
Saturday, April 04, 2009
evertime i see my blog,
i dont feel like updating it cause
1. the blogskin is grossly ugly
2. the links of all my friends are not up
yeah, so andrea chua, if you are reading this,
please do something about it
cause you promised to fix this thing since LAST YEAR!
sigh..
life's been moving pretty slowly ever since i sprained my ankle..
but the countdown to Os doesnt slow down.
everytime i think about it i just freak out.
and i havent been exactly studying when i know i SHOULD be.
I think i need to attend some adam khoo workshop or something...
i havent been attending trainings, so i feel my body kinda 'deflated'
totally need to go to the gym even after CCA steps down.
i am really worried for my nationals. seriously.
thats my top worry for now....
i thought after sports day i could continue to train hard
and get myself into placings in nats.
but seriously, it seems kinda IMPOSSIBLE now.
this is just stupid.
wrong choices. wrong decisions. wrong everything.
i am just upset with everything. ultimately myself.
the team has not been performing well and nats are really really close.
and i NEED to do well to dsa.
i am just pissed with the _____, like seriously.
its not just pissed over a small thing. it has been accumulated ^$%"£)!*? for 4 years.
the _____ doesnt even acknowledge our efforts and achievements and
we are EXPECTED to do well when
1. we are not funded.
2. we are neglected.
3. we are always asked to run. ( excuse me,we are not runners)
4. we have no proper trainings.
5. we have no proper environment to train or throw.
seriously, i should have quitted.
the only reason why i am hanging on the this crap is cause i like the sport.
thats all.
i dont feel like updating it cause
1. the blogskin is grossly ugly
2. the links of all my friends are not up
yeah, so andrea chua, if you are reading this,
please do something about it
cause you promised to fix this thing since LAST YEAR!
sigh..
life's been moving pretty slowly ever since i sprained my ankle..
but the countdown to Os doesnt slow down.
everytime i think about it i just freak out.
and i havent been exactly studying when i know i SHOULD be.
I think i need to attend some adam khoo workshop or something...
i havent been attending trainings, so i feel my body kinda 'deflated'
totally need to go to the gym even after CCA steps down.
i am really worried for my nationals. seriously.
thats my top worry for now....
i thought after sports day i could continue to train hard
and get myself into placings in nats.
but seriously, it seems kinda IMPOSSIBLE now.
this is just stupid.
wrong choices. wrong decisions. wrong everything.
i am just upset with everything. ultimately myself.
the team has not been performing well and nats are really really close.
and i NEED to do well to dsa.
i am just pissed with the _____, like seriously.
its not just pissed over a small thing. it has been accumulated ^$%"£)!*? for 4 years.
the _____ doesnt even acknowledge our efforts and achievements and
we are EXPECTED to do well when
1. we are not funded.
2. we are neglected.
3. we are always asked to run. ( excuse me,we are not runners)
4. we have no proper trainings.
5. we have no proper environment to train or throw.
seriously, i should have quitted.
the only reason why i am hanging on the this crap is cause i like the sport.
thats all.
what we could have been, 8:05 AM.
